Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Prescience Isn't A Good Thing.

Anxieties: 1a. painful or apprehensive uneasiness of mind usually over an impending or anticipated ill.

No, no, I have no foreknowledge of the future. Only a clue, an inkling of it, and I'm not liking it. It is not in my nature policy to take such a pessimistic view of my future (laugh at me, the self-proclaimed optimist, eh?), but I'm worried.

Oh yes, you might be wondering why. Hmm. I too, you know. I have no idea why I am so worried, even though there might be a few reasons. Perhaps it's because the paths I want to take are beyond my reach (Interpretation: Too lofty ambitions), or maybe it's because I don't know the future.

Then again, uncertainty, while unsettling, can be also liberating. You've just got to ride it, like a rollercoaster. Fear turns into, yes, euphoria. And even if part of me says that's crazy, so be it.

I wonder why I'm writing this. Perhaps it's because such things need to be said, once in a while. Pity the person who is unable to voice his thoughts.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

A Note: Silence

I'm shifting to another home. What this means is that in my new place, there is no internet as of yet installed. Patience I must have. Perhaps a week or two, and all will be well again. Hopefully.